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My BDSM I cant exactly remember how it started, I can remember getting an interest for bondage at age 14 and quickly developing an interest for sm in general. Years I didn't do anything with my feelings, aftraid to tell others sm interested me, affraid to be rejected. Halfway my 17th year on our dear earth I met "her", a silent young lady of my age, very silent. With a lot of effort I coulg get her to talk about who she was and where she was from. I didn't get much further, but there was something about her. Something about her attracted me and a few days later we met again, and a few days later again. In a matter of weeks we we're dating and went to see each other more and more, and slowly but surely she started to open up.
Within a short period of time I noticed having a big influence on her, she tamely let me lead her. I started experiencing it more and more as a normal thing that she acted the way I expected her to act. My feelings grew stronger than ever before, and she seemed to feel it as well. She seemed to enjoy it when I asked her to do certain things, and took pride out of doing what I wanted her to correctly. Both our feelings seemed to be growing and I decided it was time to take the gamble and tell her about me feelings.
She didn't quite knew how to handle it when I told her, she was somehow confused, but soon after she told me she had felt it, our special connection, as well. That moment changed everything, it was the begin of our new lives and the birth of our D/s. A few days later we opened a BDSM-chatroom and started chatting. In no time I couldn't stop chatting, and in a short period of time I got to know a lot of other people that are into BDSM. Some time a few months later, we had a meet with some of them and we even became friends with quite a lot of people. That's the story of my life changing in a heartbeat, nothing has remained the same, I feel happy, and I finally became the person I have always wanted to be.
At the moment my "little girl" and me are happier than ever and out D\s keeps getting stronger. With this story I hope to inspire other people not to give up courage and to live their dreams, this being BDSM or something else.
Elrond |
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